A song to sing, a life to live

This is something i wrote on sunday,

A song to sing, but what words to say.
a life to live, but what steps to take.
A single breath, but so much more.
My life has been turned upside down.
the hands i grab so often turn away.
but new ones are there,
The world is bearing down, it chokes and burns,
the life we live is so useless in its big picture.
No one cares, no one listens,
How did we come to this.

Depressed, angry,mad sad strong.
happy, confused, and then the choice.
What do i do, how shall i live,
you need the answer, but it just dosent come.
i used to be sure, on top of my game, but so much has changed.
its harder more, confusible, i get lost, and the lights go away.
But you always bring them back, you always are there, usually never left.
I can be so dumb at times.
Confusion ahhhhhhhhh, curse the feeling, it only drives me tward an end,
I must finesh, and with your help i will.