Back for a while

Well here i am, for better i hope. But only time can ever answer that question. Wow speaking of questions, boy do i have some whoppers. Im trying to get through them, but theirs a few i just cant answer. I recently talked to an old friend and dug up alot of feelings and questions i thought i had answered, what drives me to insanity is, i never really answered them, I just kinda buried them. I am discovering that is not a great idea to do.
Anyhow, for those who dont know, yes all three of you who read this ever, I am in the navy. Yes unexpected perhaps, but my choice nonetheless. Yes even God called i belive. I must say the military community has the most diverse group of people ever. Mostly people who dissagree with all my ideals. But W/E i am having fun, and do have friends still. Rant thats what i guess i need, but i hate the act of such. Golly, do some thoughts just never leave your brain, , i swear, im going to go nuts, and i cant stop it!
I need to make a change in subject, As the title suggests, im back,,,, if for a while. i have no orders yet, but i hope to get them soon. but enouph of me, if anyone reads this still, plz say hey. in my boring life at the barracks i enjoy contact with the outside world.

Back for a while